Luck is not here!

ohh...it's another 1.5 months ever since my last blog.
Lately, i'm getting busier & busier, handling all those difficult & demanding customer, felt so tired with my career. But on the hand, i'm happy with current condition because at least job security is there. I don't have to worry much that i will be retrenched one day. =P

Oh ya, i had moved to a new house somewhere not too far away from my old place. The house is big, spacious and very convenient. It's very near to the circle line MRT station & there're market nearby & lots of restaurant & food court nearby. Quite a nice place... :P
Talking about this house, there're 4 of us, me & my bf, his sister & her friend. Total 4 person. We occupied the 3 rooms on the 2nd floor & there's still another empty room down there at the 1st floor. At first, we are planning to rent out to anyone interested, but heard that my bf's brother might also repatriate to here, i guess the room is reserved for him.
Anyway, we are paying the same as what we did for the last unit. If we able to rent out the empty room, we shld be paying lesser, hope we can rent out that room as soon to share some of our burden.

haha... lately i've been quite bad luck in a lot of things..my career, my relationship, myself... Career wise, we are being delinquent to our customer, everyday need to come out with lot of excuses telling customer this & that, picking up lots of complaining call, chasing & shouting to us...seems like everything is after me...arghh tired... my relationship...getting more & more argument ever since we moved into this unit, having a lot of misunderstanding, unhappiness & grievances. A lot of negative thinking being inputted into my mind and guess i'm pressuring myself too much. It's really not easy to stay together..it's no doubt a challenge for me. Got to learn how to cope it, else i don't think things gonna make out.

Talking about myself, haha...i felt down from the bus 3 days ago, no one is pushing me and i have no idea how i felt. Luckily i was not wearing skirt on that day! hoho... no external injury, jz some minor scratches, my palm & knee swallowed a bit and they are recovering day by day. So no worry. Besides, lately i always feel chess pain, not sure what's going on, it's not like very very pain, and it's not continously pain. It pains for once in awhile. I'm worrying that it might be rib infection again, i have been sufferred rib infection many years ago back in my university life. Don't know, maybe i got too much pressure lately or i suspects i have a hit on my chest while i felt down from the bus. Anyway no big deal right now, if things turn sour, then i will check out with doc..Haihh...it's really a pain living in Singapore where i have less friends here. Really getting bored & bored. It's much more painful when i'm looking for someone to talk to but to no avail.

Less not complain, i made the decision myself & have no blame besides myself. Actually i've some plan, i wanted to know more friends, joining some events or activities or social works here, looking for opportunity to know new friends, what i need to do is take a step out, but...Sometime i feel so lonely & wanted to cry ;'( Seee...negative thinking again!!! STop IT!!! ok, let's stop here, else i will type all the negative things here & i'll always in blue..oh ya..good point is exchange rate now is awesome, 2.45 yesterday.. oh my goodness. =)